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I'm a Sinner
• Wednesday, January 31, 2007 11:54 PM

today took our class photo with KO, arh... got this bloody idiot i really dont like, then im standing beside jack also, so suay. but then can stand on chair take photo feeling not too bad.

after that lunch with the boys at clementi japanese food, cheap cheap loh. after that went home and sleep.


^I WAN THIS CARD SO MUCH!

also looking for these cards:




• Monday, January 29, 2007 5:41 AM

yoz yoz, juz came back from st james power house, coz sham got the flyer thing can go in free before 12mn, so i wanted to go and see how it looks like. really very big and quite a nice place and the songs not too bad.

met sham at harbour front mrt, then went vivo to eat a bit, then waited for the other invited ppl. ard 11 we go inside. saw samuel at the entrance, followed by a very cool pathway to the dance floor. area quite big, my 1st time to st james, like sua ku like that.

then sham's frens came, then we dance and dance, quite tiring, my 1st time to dance, to dance so long and not sleeping. LOL.

then there was this weird guy, keep disturbing us, then touch me loh, so sickening, then i kicked(light) him.

dance dance until 4+, finished liao, so tiring, walk to a bus stop then take cab home. so so tired now, gonna bathe and sleep.


• Saturday, January 27, 2007 4:22 PM

ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologize, which makes them easier to forgive.


TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.

GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29

You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.


CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.


VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.

LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.


SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanor (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person who try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.


SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.


CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.

AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.



PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.


• 4:12 PM

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

Quoted from 杨丞琳 - 暧昧

more or less my situation rite now. haha. =P


• 2:47 AM

saw this on winson's blog, so i also go do the test.. hehe.

Testriffic IQ test


• Friday, January 26, 2007 12:20 PM

You Are a Boston Creme Donut



You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you. But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft. You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily. You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out

What Donut Are You?

quite true. =)


• Monday, January 22, 2007 11:59 PM

i'm... at a lost.
i tried hard too.
It's The End.
but what can i do?

thank you for the period of time.
09Jan07 - 22Jan07

i'm not attached lah, but ITE. =)


• Wednesday, January 17, 2007 11:20 PM

very very tired now, have not been sleeping enough this week.

today:

BCM @ 10

Lunch @ 1130

CCA Fair 12pm - 230pm

WAD 3pm

then after school, went to meet my shi fu, go and play sangokushi taisen.
found 2 cards and got 1 rare silver card. OMG!

consider today lucky, picked up 10cents on the way to school. =/
and then won the games, and got 3 cards.


• Tuesday, January 16, 2007 11:29 PM

today late for WAD lesson, reached around 830am, lol, do my oral presentation, played a bit of dota. after lesson went to eat breakfast at 10, then went home.

reached home liao, lie on the bed, and eventually i fell asleep, then miss CRM lesson, i was like oh shit, when i woke up is around 230pm, then prepare myself and go back school for BCM.

BCM do report writing, gosh i am stuck at the start. then do and slack, then teacher taught us how to do, 4+ she let us off.

went for vball training, today super no wind lah, gang qiu all very lao ya, spike also kns, maybe becoz i 1 week nv play liao, but after a while, the feeling came back. then after training around 7, played with the teachers, so damn sian, coz we keep winning. LOL.

after that went to eat with coach they all, sit the wilson mazda omg, cool sia. ate the ban mian, after dinner, i went arcade a while myself, see ppl play sangokushi taisen, all pro sia, think i need more training, haha.

came back then slack slack and online chat chat.


• Monday, January 15, 2007 11:45 PM

today i not late for school ok? 12pm lesson mah, haha.
CRM, was really boring, and then BCM more chapm, is fill in the blanks for report writing, i really sucks at vocab. WAD leh? i play DOTA. LOL

after that i went to meet D.A.T, then went to play sangokushi taisen, tommy teach me, and gave me a stack of cards. it was quite fun loh!

then went walking around ps window shopping wait for alan to come, went to eat at KFC 3.95 zinger special, then see clothings and stuff.

then derick went home, then me and tommy still waiting for alan, then went mac to sit and tok tok, went arcade to play again, walk to cathay see fish and tok tok again, then came back to douby ghaut here to take bus home.


• Saturday, January 13, 2007 11:55 PM

我找不到很好的原因 去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异 我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义 奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭 也许飘来好消息

一切新鲜有点冒险 请告诉我怎么走到终点
没有人了解 没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋

我想我会开始想念你 可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你 因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧 你给的恶作剧

我才发现你好耀眼 请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼
没有人了解 没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋


• 11:25 PM

today i brought hy to cut hair, then i went town to meet alan, he asked me go play arcade so i went loh, then played a while of KOF at the mrt arcade, after that he saw he fren then we went to ps walk walk, but also walk to arcade, then since i have 2 tokens left the other day i was with kappa, i used them loh. i played 2 games but they lasted quite long. hehe.

then we roam around town loh, walk here and there, quite sian actually, went to cathay walk walk see ppl, then went back ps to have a drink at mac, saw wenting and xian when we were abt to leave, after that i took 7 home.


• Friday, January 12, 2007 11:43 PM

Lol, missed BCM again, i hope next week i can stop missing any lessons, went only for WAD lessons, nvm really pay attention to anything today, then see mike they all playing dota, i also wanted to play, then played until like sch ends. hah.

went back home so sian, online slack, ate crappy lunch, then ard evening time sham asked me to visit him at NUH, so i went. i went thru a lot of rainings before reaching NUH, got him 2 bottles of VODA VODA?!?(he wanted them)

then went home after that, bought a $3 fried kway tiao back home to eat. quite nice lah, chilli also not too bad.


• Thursday, January 11, 2007 11:48 PM

ok actually the time now is 140am, i juz bathed finished. i juz came back from forbiden chestnut at NLB. ok i tell u what happened today,

i heard the alarm at 7 but i slack until 730 then wake up, then bathed lah, and put mp3 to my creative. was late for 8am lesson loh, saw xianli then go sch together.

then WAD, do project, omg, do liao so many sql error. LOL me and peiyi so blur lah. haha. but at last lah, mr faris helped us until its ok.

then SW, play badminton with mike, then played a while of volleyball with ade. then i stopped becoz i dun wanna sweat, later sure itchy like fuck.

then lunch time, ate the last stall rice, drank a cup of ice cold milo, SO NICE! tok abt it now i kinda hungry.

BCM, gosh, very boring, its report writing and stuff. total crap
CRM, ms koh again, gosh, and is theory again. oh my god, but she let us off at 4pm instead of 5.

tot got vball, so go hall see see, but coach say dun have, only for ctss boys today, so i went back home loh.

bathe liao then went out, go cut my hair, heh, then took 106 to ps, but it was raining cats and dogs, then was a slight traffic jam. then at the ps there go toilet, then took another bus to NLB.

and then met YS and frens, but i knew 2 of them. then went to watch the stand up comedy, damn hilarious, and it was R18, so u noe what lah hoh? haha.

ok not so detail ok? i bloody tired. coz i type until the time now 3.45am. if can i edit my post tml.


• Wednesday, January 10, 2007 11:46 PM

today wad lesson do proj, luckily still kinda remember some php stuff. haa.

after that went to meet YS for dinner loh, eat LJS combo 1, super budget this month. then went arcade play play, but i a bit guilty coz i kinda neglected YS. after game we go carefourr buy cheese. then still kinda early so went to cathay walk walk, actually close already but the uncle let us go in to walk walk. all the shops closed le, then we take lift go up then walk down. sit at sofa and chit chat. hahaaaaaaa. ok ard erm.... 11 went back home.


• Friday, January 05, 2007 11:43 PM

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

Quoted from TANK - 专属天使


• Thursday, January 04, 2007 10:38 PM

today woke up so early becoz of my sis so noisy preparing to go school. then i no choice but wake up, then online surf a bit. around 8+ went downstairs buy fishball noodle to eat, so hungry loh.

then ard 10+ annie call me, ask me can help her give out flyers becoz she alone. then i say ok loh, since i free anyway. met her at cck bus interchange, then wait for her fren, when we reach the sch area, got no one, absolutely no one want loh. omg. but luckily wanna 1+ got ppl come out liao, alot of kids and parents, then i kept giving until my stack finished.

went BPP met yb eat KFC, eat the 3.95 meal, dun wanna spend so much on food, coz feel like saving some to buy new clothings. its been a long long time since i buy any clothings and i really hope i can buy new wants.

then went sim lim, so funny lah bloody sales ppl, as if we are transparent like that, then me and annie keep laughing coz yb keep disturbing the sales ppl. went to the food court downstairs, guess what, we saw bryan wong, the young bryan wong, then yb got shout bryan omg, he look over at us sia. -_- but ok lah, got star notice us.

kinda still early so went bugis walk walk, but like nothing to walk liao, so went back home. i took 7 back, came back ard 8+, then watch zoe tay show, so funny. then slack and online.


• Wednesday, January 03, 2007 11:03 PM

woke up quite late, ate lunch, then online chat, but still very sian.
played a bit of ff12.

ate dinner quite early, feeling hungry very fast, after eating, really really very sian lah, then went to jog at the track near my house. quite tiring lah, i jog 2X1.5km, but i was kinda happy i finally go jog.

hope i can continue jogging ba. then next time can become 1 big yandao. haha =/

now watching inuyasha.


• Tuesday, January 02, 2007 11:53 PM

today is the last episode of 1 litre of tears, aya died, omg.. this is so sad, but her essays were so touching that it was now published into a novel. i admired her for her courage and the power to live on, if i would to get such sickness, i may not want to live.

today went volleyball training at 3, sian man, should have gone earlier, i tot coach training cboys then i dun wanna interupt loh, then wasted. but ok lah got play 2 matches, but so lan lah alamak, the meinuu team better loh. gosh.

then after vball, go eat with coach, weitat and his cousin at west coast, then the cousin gf come then we eat. then coach so good sia, treat us eat! but the surprise thing is weitat drive!? omg.

glad that today i tok a lot with weitat, used to be like this, then dunno what happen but now ok le ba. i guess.

HOPE CAN PLAY VBALL AGAIN ASAP. ME VERY SIAN AT HOME.


• Monday, January 01, 2007 3:30 AM

Happy New Year, 2007~

didnt blog for the last week cause dunno what to do blog.

welcome to 2007, today is the 1st day of 2007, quite excited actually.
thank god i have made good friends last year. many things happened, seen drama, more backstabbings, gossip too much and play lots of volleyball.

hope this yr i can play in the tournament!!!

PS: the HANABI at esplanade area was quite nice~

Thursday
very glad that i met my OQ gang.
although we should have watched movie and shopping, it was a great time, took some pix with them.



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